Assalammualaikum. It's 2131 hours. Yes if you still like me thinking 2131 hours is what time, then we same. Since I worked at new workplace, I have to adapt use the word "Hours" if we want to said time. I know you guys must be wondering why I have to use the word "Hours". Why not a.m. or p.m.?. The answer is now I just change my job where I work with college and it is in Maritime Industry. Yes, in Maritime Industry they used the word "Hours" instead of a.m. and p.m. So, when other Lectures told me to meet them at 1300 Hours, then I have to calculate in my brain at what time is that. Hahaha...I'm still new and still learning.
19 September 2016 is the first day I started work at one of the maritime college in Johor Bahru as a "Lecturer". Yeah I don't have any teaching experienced neither work in maritime industry. So many mixed feeling I got here. And it's also one of the hardest decision I had made in my life. I mean to resign my current job as an Account Assistant, which is the only job I've been doing since I graduated, 1 year and 8 months at Giant and 1 year 9 months at Season. And to be very honest I am not an Account student but that's only the job that I know. I did many 'Solat Istikharah' asking Allah for the answer. Should I maintain my current job or should I move to try something new in my life?. Alhamdulilah, Allah show me something and here I am try something new in my life. I know when I took this new job and my life gonna change totally like 100%. I have to always read, have to always ask senior, have to always not "kedekut" ilmu and many more.
So many things I have to sacrificed when I received this new job. I have to wake up very early in the morning, 0545 Hours. Go to work at 0700 Hours, and it took almost 40 minutes to office and 1 hour distance back from work to home. Yes and every day I spent like almost 1 hours 40 minutes on the road to go to office. I always asked myself is it really true I want to work in this education line. Being a Teacher or Lecturer is actually one of my ambition but I don't give so much hope into that because I thought I am not qualified. I interviewed this job 3 months ago and they don't call me to give the answer until in the beginning of August 2016, they said I passed. I was like not so happy but at the same time I just want to ask them why they choose me. My interviewed and mock teaching was terribly bad. Really bad. Who knows my rezeki, Allah give me maybe to change my life into better. I ask the college to give me some times like about 5 days for me to think whether I want to accept the offer or not. I am not confidence with myself. I don't think I can teach. Being a Teacher is one of amazing job. But I don't think myself is amazing. My English is so bad. I don't talk so much, I am introvert. So many worries in my head now. But I am the person who wants to try something new in my life because my motto is "I live like there is no tomorrow".
I make my new job as the started for my new experienced. I met so many high education peoples here. Some of them really help us so much, praised us, treat us like their children. But there are some who said "You don't have any experienced in Maritime and you really need to practice your English". Aku tgk lecturer tu kecik besor je, sabar Nadiah, ujian sume tu. So being there, you just have to "pekakan telinga" and just let them go away. Don't stress yourself with things like that. It's one of the challenges. So basically today is my 4th day at my new workplace and so far I can said I began to like my new career now. I know I am not applicable to be a Lecturer but I do hope peoples can give me hope and times and I will make sure you will be proud of me. This is what I promise to myself. And I also promise to stay in this college as many years as I can. I hope too. InsyaAllah.
So, that's for today. Later we talk again ok. (Sorry my English is so bad). Thank you for drop by and read my bebelan.
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